Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I've Got Nothing People....

I have to Scream Now

I don't know what is wrong with me lately...I feel anxious, irritable....annoyed with everyone and everything. I am just not feeling this blogging thing. I feel like I don't measure up with all of the great wonderful blogs out there. Why blog, if hardly anyone reads you. I do appreciate my regular readers though, don't get me wrong...I love all of ya'll. I just feel like I am letting people down, that do stop by here. My posts are boring, mundane and monotonous...and until I have something really great to say, I don't feel like posting. I haven't even been into watching Dancing With The Stars or American interests, this season, in these two shows has definitely waned. I am going through a bunch of crap here at work...very very busy...I haven't read any of your blogs in almost a week. By the time I get out of work, all I want to do is go home, do what needs to be done, then go to bed.

In a way, I feel kind of depressed...but, not really. Does that make sense? Maybe it can best be explained as "blah"....maybe the weather has something to do with it. It is rainy, cool and gloomy. I think I have the "summer blues"...I want sunshine and 70 degree temperatures....Seeing my oldest this past weekend, was great...but, it just reminded me of how old I am getting, how I am no longer as important in his life as I once was. I know I have complained on here a lot, about my job, about my tired I am, woe is me, woe is me....I am honestly not trying to do that. Just wanted to explain my lack of posts, I guess...I don't have anything interesting to, I don't want to bore all of you with a detailed, minute by minute replay of my boring life.

On a lighter note, a happier brother called me last night. He won a lottery the tune of $180, 000.....I am very happy for him. If anyone deserves it he does.....he has a really hard time, and struggles weekly to pay his, I am thrilled for him. I hope he uses it wisely, pays of his debt and invests some of it. It may seem like a large amount, but spent unwisely, it won't go far for him.

Now, I did catch the end of Dancing With the Stars last night, and I seen that Marissa went home. I figured that would be the case. Next week, my prediction is that it will be Christian leaving Dancing with the Stars and on Idol..I see Syesha going home tonight.

Well, that's all I've got..tomorrow is another day...maybe the sun will come out...yada yada yada...blah...blah..blah....and I will be the happy bubbly Dixie again..the one you have all grown to, yeah...right...maybe, just maybe...I will actually have something interesting to say.



ajooja said...

I know you worry about your readers but you shouldn't blog for us. You should blog for you.

You aren't doing this to make money or gain some sort of fame, are you?

Because, if so, you'll have to change the content to something more marketable (or more risque). :)

I know you worry that you owe us a good post, but you don't. You don't owe us anything.

You need to be happy in your own skin and post whenever and whatever you like.

Ellinghouse said...

I agree with the above commenter. I like to hear about the boring stuff (hello, have you ever read my blog....bla bla bla bla)! This blog was blogged from the heart!

You did hit on so much, I totally could have made your one blog post into a weeks worth of content (then you will get more google hits that way too)!

Don't give up! I love to read it.

Anonymous said...

I have been a little blah myself. You'll kick back into the swing of things again soon. else am I gonna know what happens in Nashville late at night on the weekends at a certain downtown club? lol

Sicilian said...

Dix. . . . you know I'm kind of with you. . . . I have contemplated not blogging. . . . I am blogging less, but like AJ says. . . . do it for you. . . . I check your blog a lot. . . . I don't comment much because I don't watch the TV shows you watch. . . . but that is ok. . . I enjoy ya and enjoy your family stuff.

.:| Melissa |:. said...

Aww Dixie, lighten up on yourself, woman!!! You definitely don't have to worry about what we readers think! This is YOUR blog, for you to write what you want, when you want! You aren't letting us down, at all, if you don't post! This blog is for YOU, and only YOU!

And what you think isn't interesting to us, well, apparently it is, else we wouldn't drop by to see if you've posted!!

MY blog sucks to high heaven!!! I have LOTS to say, but, I have a fear of whoever it is I've got to bitch about at that time, is going to find it, and then it'll be WWIII in my family! LOL So, I just keep it to myself! I don't write for anyone but me, anyway.

It's nice to have people visit and comment on your posts, but, in the end, it isn't necessary! ;0)

I understand being "burnt out", I've been there with my graphics drawing for a long time now (about a year), and I have people who do rely on me, putting up new graphics material, but, my muse is gone and I can't find her! If ya got nothing, ya got nothing! Yanno!

So, if you need to take a break, do it! We'll survive! We'll miss you, but, we'll survive! And when you're ready again, those of us who really do like you, for you, will be waiting! ;0)

Well, they're fixin to say who gets voted off of Idol, so I'm outta here! I think it will be Syesha, too! Though, I don't think she should be! Oh well!


Peggy Sez.. said...

Blogging is for you not us.We love coming by to see what your are NOT blogging about. ;p

new diva said...

I here ya sister. I feel much this way at the moment. With how busy I am in life, the blog topics just aren't coming AND I don't have time to read anyone else's very often.

Jamie said...

I love your blog Dixie...Even though I don't get to watch much tv anymore I still enjoy coming and checking out your blog. Blog for you girl not for us!

Daddy Forever said...

I know how you feel. I blog at the end of the day and lately I've been tired. I just don't feel like blogging or reading.

Too bad your brother can't send some money my way. Lucky guy.