Wednesday, May 14, 2008
I've Got Nothing People....
I don't know what is wrong with me lately...I feel anxious, irritable....annoyed with everyone and everything. I am just not feeling this blogging thing. I feel like I don't measure up with all of the great wonderful blogs out there. Why blog, if hardly anyone reads you. I do appreciate my regular readers though, don't get me wrong...I love all of ya'll. I just feel like I am letting people down, that do stop by here. My posts are boring, mundane and monotonous...and until I have something really great to say, I don't feel like posting. I haven't even been into watching Dancing With The Stars or American Idol...my interests, this season, in these two shows has definitely waned. I am going through a bunch of crap here at work...very very busy...I haven't read any of your blogs in almost a week. By the time I get out of work, all I want to do is go home, do what needs to be done, then go to bed.
In a way, I feel kind of depressed...but, not really. Does that make sense? Maybe it can best be explained as "blah"....maybe the weather has something to do with it. It is rainy, cool and gloomy. I think I have the "summer blues"...I want sunshine and 70 degree temperatures....Seeing my oldest this past weekend, was great...but, it just reminded me of how old I am getting, how I am no longer as important in his life as I once was. I know I have complained on here a lot, about my job, about my life..how tired I am, woe is me, woe is me....I am honestly not trying to do that. Just wanted to explain my lack of posts, I guess...I don't have anything interesting to say..so, I don't want to bore all of you with a detailed, minute by minute replay of my boring life.
On a lighter note, a happier note...my brother called me last night. He won a lottery drawing....to the tune of $180, 000.....I am very happy for him. If anyone deserves it he does.....he has a really hard time, and struggles weekly to pay his bills...so, I am thrilled for him. I hope he uses it wisely, pays of his debt and invests some of it. It may seem like a large amount, but spent unwisely, it won't go far for him.
Now, I did catch the end of Dancing With the Stars last night, and I seen that Marissa went home. I figured that would be the case. Next week, my prediction is that it will be Christian leaving Dancing with the Stars and on Idol..I see Syesha going home tonight.
Well, that's all I've got..tomorrow is another day...maybe the sun will come out...yada yada yada...blah...blah..blah....and I will be the happy bubbly Dixie again..the one you have all grown to love....um, yeah...right...maybe, just maybe...I will actually have something interesting to say.