Monday, December 15, 2008
This is where I am with this whole damn Holiday b.s.!!!
I hate Christmas! I hate being broke! I hate the pressure of trying to come up with money to buy the "perfect" piece of plastic crap toy! I will just be glad when all of this holiday present buying bull shit is over! I am having anxiety attacks, waking up in the middle of the night, worrying over money...over the fact that I only have 3 presents a piece for my two little guys, and nothing for my older two as of yet, and um..Christmas is in less then 2 weeks away.
My days are spent arguing with the spouse over money, over what bills can go unpaid, or we going to have money to buy what the kids want and make them happy!
I wish we lived back in simpler times, where kids were appreciative to get one toy and some fruit/candy cane in their stocking.
I wished I could just go to sleep and wake up and all of this Christmas crap was over!
I wished I had planned better...started saving in the summer, to insure there would be money there.
I wished Christmas had not became so commericalized...
I wish I made more money!
Again...I must say...Bah Humbug! I hate Christmas!!!!!
That is all..carry on!