Friday, January 30, 2009

Warning...graphic language ahead...Read at your own risk....



Of course, if any of you have been reading me for any length of time, then you are no stranger to that fact. Yesterday was a mess here at work. I get one problem resolved, seems there is always another one to take it's place. Mr. Burns is very difficult to work with, another argument occurred yesterday that resulted in both of us being disciplined by our branch manager..the big boss...I cried....almost all day. Nothing sucks worse to lose your cool and cry at work. I hate that.

In general, at the moment...I hate my life! Because of my job primarily...also, how it seems like nothing can ever go right. The only bright spot in my life is my family...I don't hate them. They are the only thing that keeps me going.

I left for lunch yesterday, went to McDonald's for a salad....while sitting in the car, listening to the radio...I heard this song...never heard it before...it was after the arguement with Mr. Burns, keep that in mind, and I determined that it couldn't have been more of coincidence and could not apply more to my frame of mind at the moment. Keep in mind, the following does not apply to my family or any of my lovely readers/friends.....just consider this my rant for the week....critizing life in general, how it seems sometimes, you just can't ever catch a break.

Hate My Life...by Theory of a Deadman....(excerpts from the song)

"Hate My Life"

So sick of the hobos always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work and
They just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
Bitch you better get outta the way
Before I start falling apart

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you!"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new hear "it sucks to be you"
I fuckin hate my life

Now, this may seem a little harsh to some of you...some of you may say, Oh, Dixie...get off your pity party....I am not having a pity party....I just get tired of the bullshit sometimes...tell me one of you that has not....this was just a little rant, I feel better, now I am going to move forward.

I am very much looking forward to my weekend....I so need a break from this flourescent lighted hell....I hope you all enjoy yours....

1 comment:

ajooja said...

I'm just glad I'm not the only one who kicks a cake at their own pity party. It'll be OK. [big hugs]