Wow...this has been a tough long week for me. So glad today is Friday. Here's a little Easter humor for you.
We don't have any big plans this weekend. No Easter celebration, no egg hunts...My two older boys are still out of town..The oldest is still in Florida, the next one is in South Carolina and my two youngest will be away for the weekend as well. As usual, Max is going to Grandma and Grandpa's for Easter and Aaron is going to Terre Haute to visit with his Aunt and Uncles for Easter. Hubby and I did put together a pretty nice Easter basket for the two little ones, to be sent down with the relatives to give to them. The Mother in law wants us to come over for Easter dinner Sunday, but hubby doesn't want to go. So, we may do brunch together. Maybe...I don't know.
Things are kind of weird right now. Don't know why....Maybe it's the chilly rainy weather today. Maybe it's because I don't want to be here and things feel weird between the hubby and I today. I am sure we will be ok before the day is out. I don't know....I can't describe it. When I left for work this morning, I felt his mood change, he was upbeat then all of a sudden he was different towards me...I can't explain it..but, it has really bummed me out this morning. I am not feeling this work thing today either. I don't want to be here. I never want to be here. I feel gloomy, depressed and just plain old down and out...out of sorts that is. Like I said, it's weird....I don't like feeling this way. I honestly just wish that I could go home, crawl in bed and pull the covers up over my head and sleep the day away.
But, I can't do that....I am not going to give into this depressive state of mind.
Things have to brighten up today....maybe I will go tanning at lunch. A little warmth to the skin, even if it is fake sun, is better than nothing.....
Hope all of you have a great Easter Weekend...enjoy your families...don't eat too much chocolate!
4 comments:
I hope your day got better . . . . sunshine changes my perspective on life . . . . wishing your much sunshine this Easter weekend.
Ciao
Happy Happy Easter!! Hope it went okay. We laid low today, too. The weather made it easy to do. Yesterday we hung out at the zoo and dodged raindrops and then hit brunch (which was my favorite part :)
Hope it was better than hoped. Mine was skiddish at best, a lot went wrong, but still loved the rest ..and needed it Sandy
Hey beautiful!!! Miss u guys, we haven't heard from u in forever. What's up w/that? I know I know we're busy too it's ok just don't forget to say hi or call sometime or something....love ya ttus
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